Devotionals - ALTAR BOY DEX Vol. 1 - Carnal Plus

Things have been so confusing since I got here. Yesterday, it got worse… or better… I don’t know. I knew I liked boys. That’s why I asked my parents if I could go to seminary school. I mean, I didn’t tell them that was why. My stepfather patted me on the shoulder and said, “If that’s what you think you should do,” with a very pleased smile on his face. Almost like he suspected the alternative was a flaming faggot stepson running around the community. My mother burst into tears. Every devout Catholic mother with three sons hopes one will become a priest.So, off I went, and here I am. Another gay boy trying to stay on the path of righteousness by dedicating himself to the church. It’s not what I thought it would be, though. I guess I should have realized that I wouldn’t be the only gay boy looking for refuge in the seminary. I guess I thought we would all be keeping it secret and focusing on our vows of chastity. Instead, it’s just like gay high school. Guys running around making out in closets. Sneaking into each other’s rooms at night. Lots of inexperienced young men rapidly becoming experienced, like any young people, just a few years later than most.I gave ...More